Pinky Promise

(Fingers Crossed)

On: The little voice that tells you what you should be doing, instead.

Okay, 
Tomorrow I’m going to change my life
I’m going to meditate 
I’m going to cook 
I already bought all of the ingredients. 
Wait okay- 

Now, really, tomorrow 
I’m going to change 
I’m going to call my mom 
and I’m going to pay that damn car note 
Look- maybe tomorrow 

I’m going to wash my hair 
& not have wine with dinner 

Tomorrow? 

No plans, what’s up? 

From Etcetera: a collection of almosts and afters—a book of poems about growth, grief, and the courage to come home to yourself.